On “Drivers License,” one of the great singles of the 2020s,
Olivia Rodrigo has been played for a fool by an ex, but the song — pulsing,
parched, destitute — remains centered in her pathos. She may have been
abandoned, but the person who did the damage is still an object of, if not
exactly affection, then obsession: “I still hear your voice in the traffic/
We’re laughing/ Over all the noise.” At the song’s conclusion, she is alone,
and lonely.
That was the Rodrigo from two and a half years ago, when she
was reintroducing herself to the world as a human after a stretch as a Disney
actress automaton. The Rodrigo who appears on “Vampire,” the first single from
her forthcoming second album, has now lived through some things. Her sweetness
has curdled.
“Vampire” is nervy and anxious, a tripartite study in
defiance that begins with Elton John-esque piano balladry a la “Drivers
License” — a head fake in the direction of naiveté.
But Rodrigo knows better now, or at least knows more: Rapid
stardom has both bolstered and cloistered her. “I loved you truly,” she sings,
deadpan, then almost cackles the next line, “You gotta laugh at the stupidity.”
The song continues in this vein, through a boisterous up-tempo midsection and a
rowdy, theatrical conclusion. Her subject matter — romantic disappointment,
being left in the lurch — is the same, but the stakes are much greater now.
“I used to think I was smart/ But you made me look so
naive,” she sings. It is the sort of insider-outsider awareness that can only
come from being both the object and the subject at once — powerful enough to
author your own story, vulnerable enough to fall prey to someone else’s wiles.
It is, in short, Rodrigo’s “Dear John”.
Over a decade after its release, “Dear John” remains one of
the most powerful songs in Taylor Swift’s catalog, and also among the most
idiosyncratic. Purportedly about a dismal romantic engagement with John Mayer,
it is produced in the style of Mayer, dressed liberally with blues guitar
noodling.
Lyrically, it is not only astute, it is vicious. Swift
begins with a similar unjaundiced shrug — “Well, maybe it’s me/ And my blind
optimism to blame” — then goes on to surgically, savagely disassemble her foe:
“You are an expert at sorry and keeping lines blurry/ Never impressed by me
acing your tests.”
“Dear John” appeared on “Speak Now,” Swift’s third album,
released when she was 20. It wasn’t a single, but it was one of a pair of songs
on the album — the other was “Mean,” about a fierce critic of her artistry — in
which Swift began creatively and publicly reckoning with the public version of
herself. Her earlier songwriting felt winningly insular, almost provocatively
emotionally intimate. But “Dear John” announced Swift as a bolder and riskier
performer and songwriter, one unafraid of using stardom as her ink, and who
understood that the celebrity most people knew provided as much fodder as her
inner life.
Rodrigo is 20 now, and “Guts,” due in September, will be her
second album. And while “Drivers License” and its fallout became tabloid
fodder, the public narrative wasn’t encoded into the song itself.
“Vampire” changes that. Rodrigo’s target here is someone
attempting to be glamorous, or perhaps glamour itself: “Look at you, cool guy,
you got it/ I see the parties and the diamonds sometimes when I close my eyes/
Six months of torture you sold as some forbidden paradise.”
The relationship itself, Rodrigo learns, is a transaction,
too. “The way you sold me for parts/ As you sunk your teeth into me,” she
yowls, before anointing her ex with the coldest moniker imaginable: “fame
[expletive].” That insult usually begins with “star” rather than “fame”, but
Rodrigo knows that the condition of fame is far more toxic than any one person,
and that someone who craves it is perhaps uninterested in personhood at all.
On “Drivers License,” Rodrigo still saw the other woman as
an enemy, or source of tension, but now on “Vampire,” she understands what the
lines of allegiance truly are, marking an emergent feminist streak. Here, she
finds kinship with her ex’s other partners, and lambastes herself for thinking
she ever was the exception: “Every girl I ever talked to told me you were bad,
bad news/ You called them crazy, God, I hate the way I called ’em crazy too”.
There is an echo here of Swift’s realization on “Dear John”
that she, too, is closer kin to the other aggrieved women than to her ex:
“You’ll add my name to your long list of traitors who don’t understand/ And I
look back in regret how I ignored when they said/ ‘Run as fast as you can.’”
After sweeping past it for most of her career, Swift has
just begun revisiting this moment — last month, she played “Dear John” live for
the first time in more than 11 years, at one of the Minneapolis stops of her
Eras Tour. That’s likely because Swift’s rerecording of “Speak Now,” part of
her ongoing early album reclamation project, is being released this week.
But she also used the moment to both reflect on her
maturation, and to urge her devoted, sometimes ferocious fans not to live in,
or dwell on, her past.
“I’m 33 years old. I don’t care about anything that happened
to me when I was 19 except the songs I wrote and the memories we made
together,” she said from the stage. “So what I’m trying to tell you is, I’m not
putting this album out so you should feel the need to defend me on the internet
against someone you think I might have written a song about 14 billion years
ago.”
When Swift began reporting on her own fame on “Dear John,”
it had the secondary effect of activating phalanxes of fans who went to war on
her behalf, too. But over the course of the past decade, something interesting
happened: The battle became theirs more than hers. They hold on to her wrongs
with pitbull-like grip, ensuring, in a way, that Swift cannot fully grow up.
So if “Dear John” is a creative guidepost for “Vampire,”
this cautionary note offers a suggestion of what might come from it: a call to
arms, a hardening of your outer shell, a conflagration that burns long after
you light the match and walk away.
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